I’m forgetting who I used to be,
because it's eating myself apart.
I feel like burning it up again
so with the fire I can walk.
It is not a burst in that exclusion
what I want to cause,
nor just a memory, nor just a billion
chitty chats.
Just hit the pause for that vhs,
like all the colors on the tv were
crooked.
The crucifixion of the soul,
shattering this future winter cold,
into four big pieces of glass
to look trough at a reflexion of the self.

